Sunday, July 26, 2009

my FINAL performance at chs!!!!!

the BIG day begins with dressing up n puting on make up..den we have....
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CAMWHORE!!!!!
wee~~~

me-juin shen-eunice

me-juin shen

me-wai kuan

juin shen n the twins (daniel n laniel) sorry..dunno which is which..aikss

wai kuan-me-zulynn

briana-juinshen (we can tell that js is unhappy with his height by the look on his face..haha)

me-ting jia~~~

me-sa po gwynneth...( suprised look because she stick her face onto mine..haha)

me-fong khei-huixin....n erm...jia zheng behind..haha

me-form3 altos-zulynn

juin shen-miss suzzana-me

me-melanie

miss suzzana ad we the 7 soloiest...woohooo~~
nianxin-jinyee-waikuan-briana-zulynn-me n....oops??where's yoon leen??

yoonleen-ming zhao-waikuan

me-gwyn-juinshen

braina-zulynn

nian xin..yeng-nya..love her made up lullabye..haha

what?we choir members are self-lovers to take sooooo may photos??its our form 5 last performace, ok..AND we do practise...see the proof!!!

choir GUYS singing out loud!!!

while girls still bz dressing up..haha

nah...we practise too..

everybody is listening attentively to erm...nian xin or yoonlee or zulynn i think...except for gwynn=.= (smiling atthe camera...) and me apparently,who is the 1 who held the camera..hehe..

oo...and did i mention all of this preparation is for the BAND CONCERT 2009, EAST WEST??
 
and we choir is just performing for 1 of the songs...A CONCERT CELEBRATION, which includes songs like the phatom of the opera, music od the night, don't cry for me argentina, superstar jesus christ, go go go joseph and memory...hehe...yeng-nya..

wee~~here we are!!!!see our sweeeettt smilesssss???
*awww......*

and 1,2,3 SINNNGGG!!!!!!


gwynn-me-eeshin

horh..some1 not smiling!!!


sha-la-la, jo-seph you doing fine~~~~

ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!

*clap clap clap*...*anchorrrr!!!!*



HEAL THE WORLD~~~~~

kaku smiling...half sleeping dat time d...sooo exhausted..

you and for me~~~~~~~

cheese~~~~wee~~~~concert endssss!!!!

thxs dad..for taking soooo many pictures..haha..
the onli regrets for that day is not able to watch band's concert...again...so i can't see how superd they are..and missed the purcussion performance..hmph..3 years later..i'll sure have the chance to watch!!!and eric was awesome..his conducting is so clear ad precise..hope we din let u down!!

its a memorable day=]


p/s:we look reali leng horh...hehe...hxs to pn.sally superb make up skills...and for me, thxs to nian xin too...i'll miss ur black high heels!!=]

Friday, July 24, 2009

tomorrow is the BIG day!!!

1 more day


1 more day.
then there's no more diaphram-torturing, super-wide-show-teeth-until-your-face-ache-smiling, long-hours-standing-until-you-cannot-feel-your-toes, straight-line-walking-no-knee-bending-in-HIGH-HEELS, leg-aching-and-blisters-due-to-wearing-HIGH-HEELS, lunch-skipping, class-ponteng-ing, eye-foucusing, words-ENUNCIATING, dramatic-expression-showing,mentally-tiring, super exhausting choir practices...

yup.just 1 more day.
tomorrow is the big day!! and i can finally go back into studying..for trials lah duh.

despite all the 'suffering' n 'stressing'. no regrets lah wei..there's still a lot fun and enjoyment within..just i'm the kind person who complains more than  who express the good things i really felt..its my last year..n finally i am able to do sth for choir=] since primary graduation, i NEVER have real stage performances any more..choir n pmo performances dun reali count, as u perform in a super large group, u see. In primary school, i used to be an emcee, a student representative, a play director, an actor, a singer, a story teller..a solo performer on stage...'used to be', that is.

since then, i never have or even try to do a solo performance any where near a stage. until now, i am given an oppurtunity to do it, again...and i have to start from scratch, n its a little tough...since, i'm no longer the primary school me...i have more things to worry and consider than i had in primary school..i won't tell in detail how much i changed..but its a lot..for the better or worse, no idea..hehehehe^^

so, 1 more day, we'll show the world of what we've prepared!!!!(ok, not the world exactly..rather the school..)1 more day, every hard work we've put into our songs will blossom n we'll be able to taste the tastiness and the pleasureness of the fruit of success.. (if we succeed la...hee.. but we will succeed=] )

and, after tomorrow... we form 5s will leave soon..its our last project..our last performance...the thought of leaving my ADORABLE juniors is very very disheartening..T.T..i'll miss u, guys=]


jia you ba=]



'the sweet scent of success is not as intense if you haven't seen your team through thick and thin'

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Random Thoughts

stay at home for 1 whole morning during a school day makes me think quite a lot...

-sometimes i'm better off ALONE...but only sometimes..
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felt inadequate..eager and desperate to get out of my comfort zone
-still have A LOT things to work on n to improve
-smiling is VERY important, more than you can imagine
-i wanna learn photoshop
-i'm actually strong enough to do what i want to, if i'm determined enough
-putting on a facade is cruel, yet essential..but i'm weak in it, but still working on it
-too many 'buts' gets to our way to our goals, too many excuses
-blog is not a good place to pour your soul in feelings into it...coz its public, n privatized blog just make the blog even pointless
-life is a journey, a chance, a privilage...
-we live to learn, instead of learn to live...
-i'm obsessed to articles related to life analogy instead of add maths these days..
-i prefer to 'discover' philosophies in random articles rather than read a 'Book of Philosophies'
-life is indeed hard, unpredicable, non-lasting, full of challenges, and incredibly short...but that's what make us appreciate life more..so if u want anything in your life, just go for it...there might not be a second chance at all..
-so much for a sick day, analysing life whole morning=.=
- if we could really 'analyse' life like written in 'The Secret' , our lives would be perfect..
-but an interesting life is made up of  all imperfections joined together=]
-i should find a way to hide my anxieties, worries n fear for things
-in another words, train up an invulnerable facade...
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and shut up in some circumstences
-too much talking without filtrating it beforehand gets me into trouble
-like dis stupid post, i've made my points clear as crystal, n i'm repeating it again
-people are not stupid, they get the point when u tel them for the very first time
-and that's why we dislike pn.p...hmmm...
-actually dis post is a LOT of crap, in other words, common sense..
-i just want to make the points clear to myself
-so this post is actually a reference to my own rather than to u guys
-sorry if u read it n find it utterly pointless
-shit, i forgot to shut up again=.=
-so i better just log off
-sometimes people're better off ALONE, without me.. just sometimes =]



-chaoz

Friday, July 3, 2009

Tagged by LOUISE~

Rules:


- Pick 12 people from your blog link list.
- You can also include the person who tagged you among the 12 people.
- State how old they are.
- State how you met them.
- State when you met them.
- State the most memorable thing he/she said to you.
- State the most memorable thing he/she did with you.
- State what will make/remind you think of them.
- Tag all the 12 of them after you finish the tag.
- Remind all 12 of them that they are tagged.
- The people who are tag can retag the person who are tagged.
- ENJOY!

1.Louise
17.same class, sit behind me, my personal walking dictionary (hope she wot mind..aikss). met her in form 2 i think, but not close with each other dat time. er...most memprable thing said, she likes my..erm...DARK skin colour...lol...most memorable thing done..creating 5s7 class pages!!!we form the 5s7 words with jelly beans..i provided the ideas n she drew n created the class page background...nice teamwork=]  i'll definitely remember her stick mans...haha

2. Crystal
17.same class for 2 years, same gang (zoo), same tuition...noe her since form 1, n still having a close friendship=] said thati'm her sister fox =.=...always uses me as her personal 'heater' whenever she feels cold in tuition...n she's still doing it now=.= i'll rmb her when i see a crystal?haha...squirrel or cherry oso will do..

3.Leng Hue
17. sit beside me in class for 3 years...noe her since we were arranged to sit together in form 3...most memorable thing said, 'i wanna go toilet' ' i wanna sleep' 'i'm hungry' etc..most memorable thing done shud be when she ponteng class n leave me alone in class...wakakaka...no la...tempt me to eat grapes or other edible stuff in class is also memorable=] A jellyfish or the cute animal socks with ears are what i'll remember her by...haha

4.Joo Lin
16. through pmo..my childish, naive, cute,38 junior...wakakaka...noe her since form 2...when she 1st joined hua yue..she always shouts name to me like 'childish' or 'sa po'...but whatever...haha...she used to snatch my wallet from me to laugh at my passport photo or ic photo=.= same goes to my phone...my UGLY braces photo...hmph...i'll rmb her when i see any SUPER tall person...or maybe just liu qin will do=]

5. Ru Jun
17. through choir..onli dis year, but already quite close...most memorable thing said shud be telling me about the hand symbol of SHIT (just put ur right hand with the thumbs up on ur left palm...reali looks like a shit..doesn't it??) most memorable thing done is participating choir competition together...with many many funny jokes we shared...haha..i'll remember her when i see BIRU

6. Yi Shiuan
17. same class...hmmm...noe him through a game of GUARDIAN ANGEL in our class..most memorable thing said...hmm...mostly gossiping...muahahaha...most memorable thing done is definitely the case where he gave me a DESSERT RECIPE BOOK as a b'day present..haha...i'll remember him by...scouts???

7. Kar Yaw
17. same class...noe him when i caught him using a spatula to add SOLUTION into a beaker n laughed at him...lol...most memorable thing said is 'jin gak dao~~' or 'hou!!!' most memorable thing done is companying me to lrt station after making class page at yuee sun's house?besides that din do anything together i think..haha...i'll remember him by...panda bear??kinda resembles him...except noisier..hmmm..

8. Hock Eu
17. same class,same gang..noe him since form 2 i think..another walking dictionary, plus a amazing analysing ability..when he told me he erm...jungle trek almost daily..haha...most memorable thing done is offering me a mashmallow in class!!Nah...thats just today...it shud be the awesome chrismast party n the yummmmyyy christmas dinner he held last year...not to mention the homamade bracelet...ill rmb him by a rock...stoning there...haha

9. Jiun Shen
17. same primary skul...noe each other standard 1 i think...though different class at that time...i managed to make him cry...aikss...most memorable thing said shud be asking me who is SHIT (da bian) he or ru jun??...most memeroble thing done is participating MCE together(recent)..primary skul memories include wall painting, children's day drama, graduation trip etc etc etc..i'll rmb him by a pig...or maybe THE GOD OF PIGSSS

10. Jian Shen
17. same class in form 1 n 2, same gang...noe him better in form 2..sit in front of me, shared a lot stories...or even songs...most memorable thing said is SIMPLE ppl easily get bullied(meaning me=.=)..hmm, a piece of advice la...most memorable thing done is keeping me company in physics when i 1st go ttc for tuition...i'll rmb him by...matches...LOL

11. Melanie
14. through pmo n choir n merah..since last year..she joined both my favourite societies=] most memorable thing said is she loveee our eagle ranch camp n the dance..most memorable thing done is participating MCE together..ill rmb her by..er..her sweet smile...n zhong ruan..haha

12.Jian Kai
17. same class..last year, class forum..most memorable thing said to me, 'black sheeeeeep' with the 'e' enunciated dramatically...most memorable thing done..stupid card/wallet diasppearing tricks..billabang..any class jokes...i'll rmb him by..mr. Bean...